So, I have no problem to give you credit, in just this case. It means that the "close-up" video, you are talking about since 2020, did never exist, otherwise you and the other authors of the documentary should have seen it in the ponderous material that was collected to produce your documentary.
It may not exist any more. I wouldn't know. As I recall, it came out after we made the video.
Anyway, you are either accusing me of lying, or being crazy, so I think it best to end this conversation.